praying...bored......stuff........

"why won't you reject me?! anyone else would have given up my now! when will you realize that i don't want to be accepted!? i want to be an outcast to EVERYONE so that i'll never have to deal with anyone ever again!!...i'd rather be alone for the rest of my life...why do you want me as a friend? i'm a terrible person. whould't you rather be friends with someone who is nice, and actually seems to care about you?"

"First of all, I seem to be a bit of a masochist, second, I know that you need someone. You don't need to keep rejecting people. You need love more than anyone. "

"tch, i don't need anyone...i've never needed annyone before, and i never will need anyone.."

"everyone needs someone, no one wants to be all on their own. You're just afraid of being hurt... yes?"

Hidan fell silent, and stared at the floor.

Kakuzu said nothing. He just stood there dumbly.

"...i don't need anybody......"

"You do...if not..then you're life will be miserable..and seeing as how you're immortal...that's a long time to be miserable. "

"i don't need anyone, and i won't be miserable! yiou can't prove that i will!...i only need me, myself, and I......nobody else....." Hidan said, trying to convince Kakuzu, and himself, that he didn't need anyone else to be happy.

"What hope is there without having someone to stand by your side? I did the whole religion thing when i was younger...it only offers so much comfort...but it's not enough...you'll always be miserable if you don't let someone in..."

"...i don't need anyone.....as long as i can kill people, and drink, i'll be fine...."

"What kinda of life is that? Why do you want to be miserable? Why do you want to live as a hallow shell? You deserve more than that!"

"i don't need anyone...besides, what use would anyone be to me, if i out-live them? then i'll just be sad, and depressed. i don't want that..."

"Have you ever heard the saying, it's better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all? I believe in that saying..."

"well, then, i obviously don't...."

"Me and Sasori both know how to beat death. I have the heart thing..and he has his puppets... Were mortal to some extent...but we have the ability to live forever... So it's possible that I won't have to leave you...I can always be here for you if you'll just let me.."

(i g2g)

((damn D: ))

(back!!)

Hidan sighed. "just because you can live forever doesn't mean you will. you're still mortal. you can still die."

"Damnit Hidan, why don't you at least try?! Do you resent happiness or something? You can always have more friends to go for so that you'll never be completely alone. You don't have to just have one, then be all alone and miserable if i do die. "

"i don't want friends! i don't need friends! i won't be miserable! and i can manage on my own!....i've been alone for my life so far, and i don't mind being alone for the rest of it!"

"Fine! If you don't want me, then I'm gone. I'm done fooling with someone who doesn't give a shit anymore. I'm done..." He growled and began for the door

Hidan watched Kakuzu head for the door, silently trying to decide if he should stop him or not. he was still as angry and bitter as ever, but felt a little sad and broken inside. he wished Kakuzu would turn around and talk to him some more, instead of Hidan having to try and stop him from leaving.

Kakuzu took one last glance at Hidan before walking back at his room. He hadn't really given up on Hidan, he just wanted him to see the pain he was causing himself and how it hurt both of them. He wanted to stay there, but it'd probably be useless.

(kakuzu shall be in his room nowz ))

(okies :3)

Hidan sighed, sadly, and looked at the floor. he waited a while before finally deciding to get up and go talk with Kakuzu.